Monday, July 25, 2005
*tinker winker* doing my silent prayers. instead of cursing. i missed 7.14am Father, thank for giving me everything in my life. be it my daily bread or letting me living in your forgiveness. it's just the ordeal having to face ugly people in my world. perhaps you are the only one who understood my dislikes and my world. sometimes when i want to forget about the grudges like you taught me to, hearing you in my quiet time. how much i love you god and glad of your presence. I still can't make myself at something so ugly. the fact of life to live with whatever that is in my life. i even felt disgusted and insulting you god when i had to mention it to you. with all the dislikes, i wish you wil take them all away from my life cos i wouldnt want to live with it god. I do not wish to. ignorance i can have and be but the disgust is really freaking me out. I worship you lord. I just despise people who are brainless and bald, can't feel the power of your love and guidance. Guide them through or shall them perish. Amen. perhaps god. i just care too much about the earthly things. i should just concentrate on you and only you. the earthly unworthy things
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